THE LEARNING CURVE


You taught me: it's not OK
to try.

Unless I know how to do it
just so
already
the first time
before I even start.

I must get it right.
Be perfect.
The first time.
(“Please don't embarrass me.”)

There are no second chances.
Life does not tolerate mistakes.
The learning curve is a single point.

No room to grow,-
I must already know.
(Beginners need not apply)
So-

How do I discover
what I may enjoy--
where my talents lie?

I'm so frightened and constricted
by your judging eye.


-harmony gates 1993